I GOT TO SHOUT OUT TODAY!
OR ELSE I THINK I'M GONNA GET CRAZY!

Today is like de javu. Such familiar scene and yet experencing it again! Damn.
Larry crushed my model, squashed it, tear it! It's just like what Rostina did to my model in year1! It's such an insult to my work okays. I know it's not good but I'm trying okay. I trying to come out with something! I'm just stucked! Maybe you really think it's nothing but as a lecturer try to say something to encourage us la. Why like that depressed us sia.... It's the first time I feel that I'm damn jialat and I feel that for the past abt 7 months I have not did anything for my FYP la... Now then I'm going to explore, research on CONTRACTION! Fuck CONTRACTION! I'm so starting to hate this contraction word! I don't know how to go abt doing it and yet left with no choice but just to do it! I fucking hate that torn piece of model on my table, don't wish to see it agn! I'm gonna throw it on Tuesday! Seriously feel like giving up la.... I totally lost this time. After hearing what Larry and Sean say, I still got to encourage myself and continue to do it! Fuck la... I this time really hate FYP, wanna do something good yet turns out so badly. CRITISE SO BADLY BY THEM! HOW??!!? A is drifting away and it's nv gonna be mine any day! I might not even pass for FYP! How, pls save me! So helpless! Totally moodless today. Forget it!!! Luckily today go gym, such a good place to let me sweat and release all my anger! Hahaha:)
When running on treadmill, I was like cursing, 'FUCK STUDIO!' Hahahah:) Then did a lot of stretching exercises. And guess what?!?! 2 days ago I just went gym I was like 63. something kg. Then today... I weigh like 61.9!!!! Hahahah:) Yes! Slim a little! Hahahaha:) And Fify also slim down by 1kg! And we must say no to waffle! Without waffle & bubble tea, Fify we can slim down! Hahahah:) I WANT TO BE SIZE 10! Hahahah:) This is the happiest thing of my whole sucky dday bah.
Then on the way home bought Subway, cold cut trio sandwich for dinner!!! Whoohoo! So long nv eat cold cut trio! Shiok! Plus one Vitagen and some fruits is my dinner le! Hahahah:) Eat healthy!
Okays, I think that's all for my day filled with anger and sadness la!!! Hahahah:)
Now okays le! Perfectly fine!
Tmr still need to work! Money! Yeah! Savings!
Bye people and today is such a crazy day posting all these fucking feelings out.
gsiang. whatafuckedup day i had.
DON'T EVER CRUSHED MY MODEL AGN!

Neglected my blog for effing long. But recently got pics, so decided to blog.
Friday, 20nov
Huifen's 19th Bday
We had a mini celebration in class for her. We prepared the most suitable cake for her! STRAWBERRY SHORT CAKE! Hahahah:) And she thought that's all for her bday?!?!? Nonono!
More to come at night.....

Nirit is effing scary, she is smiling at the back!

Birthday mess on her face! But this yr no bleeding!

At night....

After Huifen left with her bf, we head to East Coast Park to do all the preparation surprise that her bf plan.

Blowing of balloons, Breaking of lightsticks, Lighting up cakes....

The heart shape which spend us quite a bit of time to get the shape right.

Soon Karen, Ah Ma, Kaser came and we started playing ard while waiting for Huifen and her bf to come. My leg is in the sand!!! Hahahah:)

When we were still playing and laughing happily, suddenly Huifen's bf walk over and we were just too loud laughing so Huifen guess we were there already. But she was still surprise, she didn't know we were there until she heard us laughing. All suddenly panick to light up the cake.

The adidas jacket which we gave her and it's couple jacket with her bf!

Cute photo album her bf gave her

Swaroski necklace from her bf as well.

A sweet hug to replace the kiss that we requested! Hahahah:)

After the surprise, we walked to the hawker to have our dinner.

Lala, Gonggong, Stingray, Satay, Chicken Wings, Hokkien mee, Char Quay Tiao, Sugar canned drinks!!!

Then cabbed hm.... Surprise Mission, SUCCESS!!!

Saturday, 21nov

Met Vonne and went to Orchard to shop.

I seriously didn't plan to buy anything. Cos I bought quite a lot last week and I don't have much money left. In the end still bought a shirt from Dorothy Perkins. Damn it! But I like that top!

Had teppan yaki for dinner at Wisma foodcourt. Damn shiok cos very long nv eat le, at least one yr bah.

Then go hm, cos a bit tired. But had a great day chatting and shopping too. Perhaps we shld shop when I have more money. And I really like this topshop long sleeves tee, it's like 49$. It's a bit over price for me la. Or else I will buy!

Sunday, today.
I stayed at hm today, initially I had to work but luckily don't need so can rest but tmr still need to work instead of Wednesday. Today received a very good gift from my childhood friend cum Genting mate, Alison. She gave me my belated bday present. It's a waterproof camera! Hahahah:) Nx time can bring out to take pics! Even in water also can take! Shiok! Can use it during normal days also! All goes by normal film! Thanks, Alison. We shld really meet up soon.

Then had dinner with bro and mum at market there and now back online.

Gonna think of some ideas for studio! Going to drive me crazy soon plus flood with comm skills work as well! Save me!

I think this post is long enough, so that's all for now and I don't know when will it be the next time I'll be blogging agn.

gsiang, gonna have an early night.